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[12 Mar 2005|10:09pm] |
i never really update im always on myspace......yea so things are okay good times lots of those well gtg loveins manda
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[02 Mar 2005|06:12pm] |
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omg haha i dunno ima loser hehe i ♥ Kris10!
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[01 Mar 2005|09:05pm] |
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yea.....ummm........KRIS10 AND ANTONE ARE GOING TO PROM Hehe im so appy! were going friday to get our dresses yay gtg im tired love ya'll ♥ mandabear
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[28 Feb 2005|08:02pm] |
| How to make a manda bear |
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
3 parts crazyiness
5 parts ego |
Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity |
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[27 Feb 2005|07:38pm] |
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yay i got a date to prom and i want to thank him for taking me im like freeking out now cuz i dont have a dress gah......i hate dresses..kris10 told me to ask daniel to prom and i was all i dont want to be rejected (every other guy rejected me Fuckers) daniel said yes btw! hehe okay ima go look for dresses online now later people.....end :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) manda
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| omfg.........help im so effing sad.........i hate him |
[27 Feb 2005|11:59am] |
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okay i fucking hate guys my boyfriend was fucking cheeting on me with a fuckin gawd damnit i hate him! WTF i hate him i want to die right now.....this is the worst week now im in so much pain.........fuck
lastnight was fun till i found all this out.......dancing in the bed of Kady's truck was so much fun! I got scared as fuck in the tiki head i just freeked MARCO fudruckers or redfuckers as jerry says was fun me and Kris10 go ninja turtle baloon animals w/pink bandans there the faries lol.....jerry and kady helped me know the truth about corey and i swear ti fucking god if i see him and that dumb bithch tina i'll fuck them up.
but i still hurt really bad.........fuck.........end
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[24 Feb 2005|09:02pm] |
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how do you tell a guy you like him...when your compleat oppisits? HELP ME PLZ
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| FUCK YOU........IM JUST KIDDING LOL |
[23 Feb 2005|08:48pm] |
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okay so theres a dude at school and hes really cool the only thing is hes my complet oppisit! He likes rap i dont he dresses like a little rap person i dress like me.... but hes so cuite and so sweet and he can make me laugh when im so sad and the most wacky kinda freeky thing is....is i think that he might like me too but i dont know how to tell im so confused.....ima call him....he didnt awnser.....fuck that sucks. I just got off work and im so tired i hate it i got my tatoo fixed today and i got a new one too it was great it kinda hurt tho.....well im out maybe dude will call back....
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| i know i will forever miss BLINK 182 |
[22 Feb 2005|08:31pm] |
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2/22/2005 11:39:00 AM - by cgeorggin
"For over a decade, Blink-182 has toured, recorded and done non-stop promotion all while trying to balance relationships with family and friends.
To that end, the band has decided to go on an indefinite hiatus to spend some time enjoying the fruits of their labors with their loved ones. While there is no set plan for the band to begin working together again, no one knows what tomorrow may bring."
www.blink182.com
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| i love you guys |
[22 Feb 2005|04:52pm] |
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if you were really my friend you'd understand that i am very upset right now becaues alot of ppl are hurting Kris10 and that angers me like woah! i love you all especialy Kris10 love manda
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[22 Feb 2005|04:41pm] |
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WOULD YOU............. 1. Give me your number? 2. Have sex with me? 3. Let me kiss you? 4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? 5. Let me take you out to dinner? 6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere? 7. Take a shower with me? 8. Be my bf/gf? 9. Have a fling with me? 10. Listen to me if I called you with a problem even if you were out with all of your friends? 11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money? 12. Take me home for the night? 13. Would you let me sleep in your bed? 14. Sing car kareoke w/ me? 15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? 16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions? 17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? 18. Do you think im cute, sexy, or hot? 19. Do you like my style? 20. Do you think im funny? 21. Do you care about me? 22. Would you cry if i died? 23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide? 24. Would you dance with me? 25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
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| i mean no disrespect to anyone! Sorry if i offend you its not purpiously! I love you all |
[21 Feb 2005|08:03pm] |
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okay so this is getting really old. but no matter where we go or what we do it will follow us till it just about kills us thats right im talking about HIGH SCHOOL FUCKING DRAMA
its really hard to have all my friends fighting.I want everyone to just stop! i cant help but wanna cry! you honstly make me hurt so bad that i hardly wanna talk to anyone any more. And it kills me inside to think that all the rumors and drama are killing some friendships like no other.
Come on people were young adults and this isnt the way we should be acting.The more drama we get in the worse off it makes us look.
I honstly do feel bad for Becca and i know we both dont like each other but i mean shes human too and im sorry she has to go throught this.
But what kris10 was talking about wasnt becca i swear it to you all
i love you all and im sorry if i upset anyone but what i said needed to be said...so in the niceist ways possible im trying to say we all need to grow up,including me i have had my fair share of shit talking/victom of rummors so on and so forth but its life. I HOPE NO ONE IS MAD AT ME FOR THIS POST I JUST FELT AS IF IT NEEDED TO BE SAID
I love you all so VERY VERY much
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[20 Feb 2005|06:54pm] |
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last update of the day.....i swear lol... im so borad....im going to cry....you see my cosin decied that she was going to help me find a bf...omfg what a joke...i know im sounding selfish but i dont care becuz im hurting...i want a boyfriend so bad its like the last cigg you smoke then quit cold turkey you want that cigg more than anything in the entire planet. Im so sick of hearing.."your time will come" ive been told that for the past year since nic and i broke up wtf how long must i wait?I'm not that bad of a gf to tell you the truth.im alot differnt then i have been in the past i just want to have someone in my life.Im not talking forever if that does happen rock on if it doesnt oh well at least i had that time with someone and it wasnt waisted sitting on my ass. Please cant anyone help me?
le...sigh in other news im cold and hungry so ima go grub heres the cell # txt or call it 312-0211!
♥ shadow
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[20 Feb 2005|06:38pm] |
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i was reading cosmo and i saw an add....it was for make up an body stuff....not just ordinary make up or body stuff FLAVORED make up and body stuff.....what will jessica simpson think of next? oh and btw the lip-gloss starts out at 11.15)
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 01. manda 02. geet 03. shadow THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 01. azhondababe125 02. xXxbrokenxXx 03. shesohsoemo
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 01. my face 02. my eyes 03. my rack
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 01. my hair 02. my weight 03. my nose
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 01. polish 02. greek 03. italian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 01. thunder storms 02. people 03. the dark sometimes
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 01. eating 02. smoking a cigg 03. hot tea from the coffie shop
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 01. cut off pj bottoms 02. tankinie 03. spongebob thong
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICAL ARTISTS: 01. Hawthorne Hights 02. Fall Out Bot 03. Dead Kennedys(sp?)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 01. ummm idk 02. 03.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 01. water polo 02. starting lacross again 03. get my grades up
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: 01. honesty 02. love03. trust
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 01. im bi 02. im open 03. im in a relationship with a hottie lol
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 01. eyes 02. personality 03. smile
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 01. be alone 02. fly like a bird 03. give up
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 01. playing lacross 02. "shopping" 03. singing
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 01. um food 02. dye my hair 03. go out and have fun
THREE JOBS/CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 01.singer 02.RN 03.brain doctor
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 01.France 02. samolia 03. scottland
THREE KID'S NAMES: 01. Chyenne Marie 02. Skyler Tohamos 03. Andrew "Drew" Michel
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 01. feel real love 02. get married 03. make a pizza
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got a new cell yesterday...its so pimpwent to manda's got drunk watched Wayne's World and 28 days later.....damn infected monkies....rents our outta town today yay what fun.im gna crash im tired Shadow
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[18 Feb 2005|08:56pm] |
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HH- my life on standby |
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This is my journal,if you dont like what I have to say deal with it or just dont read it.I'm very open,and i will tell you what i think.Chances are you don't like me or what i have to say i just wont give a flying fuck. I love all my friends and if they are true they love me too.
♠ amanda aka shadow
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