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I'm back! I'm back! oh yea what now!!!! [07 Jun 2005|11:15am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | coldplay - clocks ]

wtf is up people?
omgoodness i havent been on in forever.......this is a pic of my sexy loving boyfriend brandon Image hosted by Photobucket.com this is a pic of me hiding........... Image hosted by Photobucket.com


well ima go for now i'll up date later on


IM BACK BITCHS!

you can find me on myspace as well www.myspace.com/stttoner

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[12 Mar 2005|10:09pm]
i never really update im always on myspace......yea so things are okay good times lots of those
well gtg loveins manda
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[02 Mar 2005|06:12pm]
omg haha i dunno ima loser hehe i ♥ Kris10!
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[01 Mar 2005|09:05pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | MCR-im not okay ]

yea.....ummm........KRIS10 AND ANTONE ARE GOING TO PROM
Hehe im so appy! were going friday to get our dresses yay
gtg im tired love ya'll

mandabear

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[28 Feb 2005|08:02pm]
How to make a manda bear
Ingredients:

1 part competetiveness

3 parts crazyiness

5 parts ego
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity
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[27 Feb 2005|07:38pm]
[ mood | happy as fuck :) ]
[ music | blink -182 ]

yay i got a date to prom and i want to thank him for taking me im like freeking out now cuz i dont have a dress gah......i hate dresses..kris10 told me to ask daniel to prom and i was all i dont want to be rejected (every other guy rejected me Fuckers) daniel said yes btw! hehe okay ima go look for dresses online now later people.....end
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) manda

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omfg.........help im so effing sad.........i hate him [27 Feb 2005|11:59am]
[ mood | bitchy and sad ]
[ music | G.W. - Redneck Woman / Here For The Party ]

okay i fucking hate guys my boyfriend was fucking cheeting on me with a fuckin gawd damnit i hate him! WTF i hate him i want to die right now.....this is the worst week now im in so much pain.........fuck

lastnight was fun till i found all this out.......dancing in the bed of Kady's truck was so much fun! I got scared as fuck in the tiki head i just freeked MARCO fudruckers or redfuckers as jerry says was fun me and Kris10 go ninja turtle baloon animals w/pink bandans there the faries lol.....jerry and kady helped me know the truth about corey and i swear ti fucking god if i see him and that dumb bithch tina i'll fuck them up.

but i still hurt really bad.........fuck.........end

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HELP HELP HELP HELP ME!!!!!! [24 Feb 2005|09:02pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | saves the day ]

how do you tell a guy you like him...when your compleat oppisits? HELP ME PLZ

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FUCK YOU........IM JUST KIDDING LOL [23 Feb 2005|08:48pm]
[ mood | hmmmm ]
[ music | mxpx-punk rawk sho ]

okay so theres a dude at school and hes really cool the only thing is hes my complet
oppisit! He likes rap i dont he dresses like a little rap person i dress like me....
but hes so cuite and so sweet and he can make me laugh when im so sad and the most wacky
kinda freeky thing is....is i think that he might like me too but i dont know how to tell
im so confused.....ima call him....he didnt awnser.....fuck that sucks.
I just got off work and im so tired i hate it i got my tatoo fixed today and i got
a new one too it was great it kinda hurt tho.....well im out maybe dude will call back....

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i know i will forever miss BLINK 182 [22 Feb 2005|08:31pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | my tears ]

2/22/2005 11:39:00 AM - by cgeorggin

"For over a decade, Blink-182 has toured, recorded and done non-stop promotion all while trying to balance relationships with family and friends.

To that end, the band has decided to go on an indefinite hiatus to spend some time enjoying the fruits of their labors with their loved ones. While there is no set plan for the band to begin working together again, no one knows what tomorrow may bring."


www.blink182.com

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i love you guys [22 Feb 2005|04:52pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | warped tour stage 1 2003 ]

if you were really my friend you'd understand that i am very upset right now becaues alot of ppl are hurting Kris10 and that angers me like woah!
i love you all
especialy Kris10
love manda

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[22 Feb 2005|04:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | goldfinger ]

WOULD YOU.............
1. Give me your number?
2. Have sex with me?
3. Let me kiss you?
4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
5. Let me take you out to dinner?
6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Take a shower with me?
8. Be my bf/gf?
9. Have a fling with me?
10. Listen to me if I called you with a problem even if you were out with all of your friends?
11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
12. Take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Sing car kareoke w/ me?
15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im cute, sexy, or hot?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you dance with me?
25. Would you sing happy birthday to me?

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i mean no disrespect to anyone! Sorry if i offend you its not purpiously! I love you all [21 Feb 2005|08:03pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | A7X ]

okay so this is getting really old. but no matter where we go or what we do it will follow us till it just about kills us thats right im talking about
HIGH SCHOOL FUCKING DRAMA

its really hard to have all my friends fighting.I want everyone to just stop! i cant help but wanna cry! you honstly make me hurt so bad that i hardly wanna talk to anyone any more. And it kills me inside to think that all the rumors and drama are killing some friendships like no other.

Come on people were young adults and this isnt the way we should be acting.The more drama we get in the worse off it makes us look.

I honstly do feel bad for Becca and i know we both dont like each other but i mean shes human too and im sorry she has to go throught this.

But what kris10 was talking about wasnt becca i swear it to you all

i love you all and im sorry if i upset anyone but what i said needed to be said...so
in the niceist ways possible im trying to say we all need to grow up,including me i have had my fair share of shit talking/victom of rummors so on and so forth but its life.
I HOPE NO ONE IS MAD AT ME FOR THIS POST I JUST FELT AS IF IT NEEDED TO BE SAID

I love you all so VERY VERY much

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[20 Feb 2005|06:54pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | HIM ]

last update of the day.....i swear lol...
im so borad....im going to cry....you see
my cosin decied that she was going to help me
find a bf...omfg what a joke...i know im sounding
selfish but i dont care becuz im hurting...i want a
boyfriend so bad its like the last cigg you smoke then
quit cold turkey you want that cigg more than anything
in the entire planet.
Im so sick of hearing.."your time will come" ive been
told that for the past year since nic and i broke up wtf
how long must i wait?I'm not that bad of a gf to tell you
the truth.im alot differnt then i have been in the past i
just want to have someone in my life.Im not talking forever
if that does happen rock on if it doesnt oh well at least i
had that time with someone and it wasnt waisted sitting on my
ass.
Please cant anyone help me?

le...sigh
in other news im cold and hungry so ima go grub heres the cell # txt or call it
312-0211!

♥ shadow

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[20 Feb 2005|06:38pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Hawthorne Hights ]

i was reading cosmo and i saw an add....it was for make up an body stuff....not just ordinary make up or body stuff FLAVORED make up and body stuff.....what will jessica simpson think of next? oh and btw the lip-gloss starts out at 11.15)

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[20 Feb 2005|04:59pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | HIM - love you like i do ]

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. manda
02. geet
03. shadow
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. azhondababe125
02. xXxbrokenxXx
03. shesohsoemo

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. my face
02. my eyes
03. my rack

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. my hair
02. my weight
03. my nose

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. polish
02. greek
03. italian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. thunder storms
02. people
03. the dark sometimes

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. eating
02. smoking a cigg
03. hot tea from the coffie shop

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. cut off pj bottoms
02. tankinie
03. spongebob thong

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE MUSICAL ARTISTS:
01. Hawthorne Hights
02. Fall Out Bot
03. Dead Kennedys(sp?)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
01. ummm idk
02.
03.

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
01. water polo
02. starting lacross again
03. get my grades up

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. honesty
02. love03. trust

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
01. im bi
02. im open
03. im in a relationship with a hottie lol

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
01. eyes
02. personality
03. smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
01. be alone
02. fly like a bird
03. give up

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. playing lacross
02. "shopping"
03. singing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
01. um food
02. dye my hair
03. go out and have fun

THREE JOBS/CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01.singer
02.RN
03.brain doctor

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
01.France
02. samolia
03. scottland

THREE KID'S NAMES:
01. Chyenne Marie
02. Skyler Tohamos
03. Andrew "Drew" Michel

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. feel real love
02. get married
03. make a pizza

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[20 Feb 2005|03:11pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Coheed & Cambria - Blood Red Summer ]

got a new cell yesterday...its so pimpwent to manda's got drunk watched Wayne's World and 28 days later.....damn infected monkies....rents our outta town today yay what fun.im gna crash im tired
Shadow

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friends only...... [18 Feb 2005|08:56pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | HH- my life on standby ]

This is my journal,if you dont like what I have to say
deal with it or just dont read it.I'm very open,and i
will tell you what i think.Chances are you don't like
me or what i have to say i just wont give a flying fuck.
I love all my friends and if they are true they love me
too.


♠ amanda aka shadow

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